i miss you

If you dont want to be with ME then i will be by MYSELF without YOU....

put the capitals together.... its spells Me, MYSELF and YOU.



i wanna know why ...

all i ever heard was nick jonas this .. nick jonas that ..

you never stayed on for more than 5 minutes

you never seemed to be interested in anything i said...

and why you are a different demi in person than when you are online .... its like two different people ...



i love the way you make me laugh and the way i can say anything to you without being laughed at, the way i trust you and the way you seem closer than you actually are.



the way i cry everytime i hear our song and the way i cry even more when i remember the way things are now ...



i dont want it to be this way... i knew you wanted more time to be in reality but it felt like you just quit on us and gave up ...



"i know the back of your head like the back of my hand ... because you walked away" ...



this quote made me cry today .. because i felt like you walked away from me and everything ..

i must sound stupid but i miss you .

i just want to ask one thing of you ....

i want you to come out of reality for just at least 1 hour on a weekend. so we can talk , so we can be stupid and we can be friends. so we can write music together and get where we want to be.



if the issue is that you dont want to be music "partners" anymore because i am a crappy partner i know ... then if thats what you want i will deal with it but i dont want to lose a best friend ...

dont take offsense at any of this... it just me wanting to tell you what i feel ..
dont get mad .. because thats the last thing i want x
i love you in every different language x
and im sorry ...

- beth x